i'm sorry it had to be like this i'm sorry i had to be like this i know i can't really love anyone when i don't even love myself and i can throw up my defences all i want and i can throw down the gloves infact i think i will anything is better than justifying why i did it i lied about it i didn't cry about it and i conceal all my reasons for ruining a good thing secrets congealing on the inside scars healing on the out but i can't exhibit sadness and i can't show regret even if my body is skinned with doubt so i dream of you even when im conscious and i think of you my memories are dolls that i like to dress up and i say everything happens for some reason but i think this reason is that i'm just a little boy who dreams of the ideas of you
Dolls
Thursday, Dec. 11, 2003 9:38 a.m.
words bleeding off my tounge
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