fuck me...

day one
July 11, 2004 1:30 pm

its day one. i dont like this at all. but its what i need. but it doesnt ache so much right now. maybe it never does. maybe it was just hard saying goodbye. not goodbye. see ya. 2 weeks is a break. i dont know what my conclusion is going to be at the end of that. or if i will have one. two weeks is a long time. But i want it, and i need it. and i will be perfectly fine with this. because im strong like an amazon, because i survive everything, and because i am caelan havell. and because i will never romantically love anyone as much as they love me.

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