and she never got the chance kill your perpetrator but she never got the chance so easy for them to say kill him and you know she shouldnt have to he should have been put away locked up had to live in terror of being assaulted like she did like they BOTH did. he said that she never knew his tounge. she always knew his tounge. he said what does this have to do with emily and molly and collin and luke? she said EVERYTHING and shes right two womyn who know what incest is like and he said what do you want and she said for you to know what incest tastes like and he said i never will he thought that meant that there was nowhere to go but what it really meant was he had to start i let tears burn me about ted and matthew and that little boy no one wanted to save he was so tiny like a little egg so fragile and his brother always held it in his hand. hes got all the power hes got all the magic that he could muster but it still aint enough to keep the wolves at bay he cried his blue eyes out saying he was bad and saying over again how he couldnt save david how he'll never save david and its so pretty how i never will its too late for david they all call him it like its his number but what they dont want to know is that number was called too long ago and what they'll never know is my brother calls it every night i cant sleep breathe dream without him standing there asking me why dont you love me and i can never bring myself to say you dont know who you're talking to i aint him you know and precious knows his tounge and i always forget that im not okay so please valentine dont you get it your pride and joy wasnt my saviour. i know what he smells like with his hand on my mouth and i know what it feels like to have his hand on my face and i hope you'll never know what it feels like to be terrified of sleeping at night when you know monsters are real.
he couldn't save him
June 13, 2004 11:04 pm
kill your rapist
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