half truths no-truths all these things i love to hear about survivor of my brother survivor of myself i hope i never have to survive you because i know i could and i wish that wasn't true and i'm glad it is survivor of hate love lust terrorism and concealing information like denial but not an exscuse lie to me so easily like im just someone you'd mention in passing make me feel cheap like im your whore im the boy on the side the one to whom its okay to lie mention it once twice or never you chose never but thats not how i work you call me baby sweetie honey from now on there'll always be a lingering doubt i'll always wonder if you're telling me the truth so help you god, i hope you are. because i cant be treated like im not special you say 'i love you alot' i ask 'well what does love mean to you' i feel dirty betayed ashamed this is why i was always afraid love isnt pure anymore love isnt lovely anymore my love is conditional i love every person inside of you even the asshole even the one that lied and if you ever cheat on me again you'll be my brother. and then i'll take your hammer and show you how it feels to be a survivor of you.
survivor of you
Tuesday, Mar. 30, 2004 02:32
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